Monday, April 27, 2009

feeling weak

I feel that fitness is no longer part of my life.

Sigh, this suck.

Saturday, April 25, 2009

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I didnt know the condom brand 'Ansell' manufacture other rubber products other than condoms. I know a popular term condom makers like to use: 'enhanced pleasure'. Since they have the technology to make you feel so comfortable, i recommend that you guys use this rubber glove brand :) should feel the enhanced pleasure as well. Aheem i wonder if Durex have rubber gloves too

Saturday, April 11, 2009

I've been sleeping in nowadays and having dreams that i dont remember after waking up. I guess its a good thing cos happy ones make feel disappointed as its not real where as sad ones only make me feel depressed.


Its good friday today and i'm wondering what australians do during good fridays... making love at home? Cos all major shopping malls are closed.


Anyway i went out today. Although its just an ordinary 'Lets go for a movie' outing, it is a special day to me. I think it is not what you do and where you go that matters, its who you do it with.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

helpless

I really wanna share this with anyone, literally ANYONE but i know i cant and i dont feel comfortable telling out though. If u understand what i'm trying to say...

It may be embarrassing to say but i've never felt this way for a long time and i think i've forgotten how it feels like to be pain. However this is a little different... i never in my life gotten myself into the pair of shoes i'm wearing now. I dont feel comfortable wearing it cos of certain reasons but i just like wearing it. Its just an ordinary decent pair of shoes but i have this very special feeling when i wear it. I dont know why was i feeling that way or was i wrong having that kind of feeling and i questioned myself many many times whether or not i should walk my life barefooted. I was wondering why are all these things in my mind. Well, i've now got my answer. Thats love.

Now that its torn, I am torn. I know its not okay, I'm not okay as well. I really wanna know whats going on but i have the feeling i'm just not the one. I feel like i'm not in the right position to ask her why. Am i the right one to repair it. I feel so helpless, whateva the problems, i just want her to be happy, then i'm good already.

Currently listening to All good things (come to an end) and wondering whether its true. everytime i feel close to it, i'm actually still faraway... What can i do to get closer?

Something worth remembering


I miss you